My Life's Meaning

Every one has different dreams throughout their lifetime. Dreams change with growing ages. I had once dreamed to be China’s great chairman when I was too young to think about what I could really do. Though, I have changed so much as years went by, one thing that has never change is to make life beautiful and healthy.
Eh, beautiful is a word which has a sweet pronunciation as its meaning. I am fond of thinking about things like that, though people usually tell me I have waste so much time. I like Chinese literature and can see the beauty inside every Chinese character. Sometime you can feel them by their structure they are built. When I see 紫（purple）and 恶（evil）, I feel them totally different as if they have personalities which are stored in their bodies. I find the sensitivity to Chinese character makes me feel the beauty in the world. I learn to know what kind of clothes will make girl look gorgeous and in good shape, how to make the environment around me comfortable. Moreover, I start to appreciate the nature and be confident. “Living beautifully” is my philosophy of life.
Healthy life has two meanings to me. First, it is to develop a healthy life style. Second, it is to make people around me happy. I guess the second meaning is more difficult to understand than the former one. Actually, what I mean is to treat others with a pure-hearted attitude. Let my relationship with them be healthy and friendly. I am not an outgoing person who can easily get round. However, I always tell myself to be kind and never do anything that may be harmful to others. I have difficulty in expressing my ideas and it makes me standoff sometimes. But in my deep heart I am not that kind of cool person.
Life is like a dream. Like someone once said: “life is a bar of chocolate.” I will never know what it tastes until I have it in my mouth. However, having my beliefs, I will try my best to realize all my dreams.